I Would Like To Leave This Way

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๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ & ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ. Smiling like I have a secret. Amused yet kind. I would like to leave in peace.

๐˜–๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ & ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜บ. I would like to leave without worrying about what I leave behind.

๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. Because my journey has been a solo one & to carry something out would be to chain myself to the past. Even if it is a bond of love. I would like to leave all things behind without tatters.๐˜š๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. When I leave, I would like to go forth drawn by curiosity, not need. Where I leave, I’d like to take what is mine & have that be a bigger self than I came in with.

๐˜š๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ต. I would like to have learnt & not have that learning become rigidity. I would like to carry knowledge lightly, as feathers, not shackles. Or even as waves, coming to me in reminders & leaving to find their own destinies.

๐˜˜๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜บ. Because pomp & show are for those not yet ready to let go. I want no echoes to ring after I’m gone, no legacy or scars. Save a wavering memory & maybe a few lessons.I would like to leave this way.

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