The Almost Virgin Experience
I tried writing fiction again after a long time. What do you think?
I tried writing fiction again after a long time. What do you think?
Getting older has me reevaluating what it means to care and thus, how closure looks It doesn’t have to be clean.
I’ve returned to thinking about men and romantic relationships after a nearly two year hiatus. There was just so much going on with other things, health, work and family that my inclinations had all but dried up. I had to shore up my emotional reserves and that meant going into battery saver mode. The easiest thing to stop, the first non essential thing was seeking men to date.
We’ve spoken. You’ve looked at me and I, at you. You probably thought of me later.
I’m going to treat every meeting like it is a date. Here’s what it means. Here’s why I mean it. A date.
This is a writing experiment. The model in the featured image is my friend Anmol Karnik.
Eye contact. All the things it holds.
Ever meet someone you’ve felt inexorably drawn to? Have you ever been spellbound?
Do you remember your last kiss? Everyone remembers their first. But kisses lose significance as we get older.
It was respite from the morning’s fight, a common occurrence in the horror story I lived in. It didn’t feel right.