Unequal Affections
A famous couplet by W.H. Auden goes, “If equal affections cannot be, let the more loving be me.”
Navigating complex emotions of jealousy, ambition, insecurity, joy, fear, peace, anger, happiness, betrayal, contentment, disappointment, love.
A famous couplet by W.H. Auden goes, “If equal affections cannot be, let the more loving be me.”
“Why do we trade in the attention of a hundred men for the indifference of one?”
A poem about the space in relationships.
You reached out your heart to me. What I found, tied me to you. What we are, is a kite.
My heart is a sieve. Shot with tiny holes.
Some conversations are traps, some are escapes.
A case of Emderatology: Close to midnight on Saturday, the coffee server on duty reported two dead people in the shop.
Someone recently asked me if I would do a tarot reading for them. I found a polite way to decline and recommended a friend who does this and related things for a living. Then they asked if this person was any good, whether it would work. And I had trouble…
I run with my wordsRacing my thoughtsGetting ahead of my emotionsBecause I’m scared you’ll turn away before I’m done But then I pauseTo catch my breathAnd realise you’re still listeningAnd also that I’ve forgotten what I was saying Then you hold me closeIn a way, I’ve never knownBut, which makes…
I miss being fabulously single. I’ve been it for so long, it has become a part of my identity. A huge, glamorous, proud-of-it, reveling-in-it part which is the one thing that conflicts with being in a relationship. A good relationship is wonderful in a number of ways. But it still…