A Tour Guide to You
Please don’t ask me to read you. I’ve spent far too long looking deep into other people.
Map Of Emotion
Navigating complex emotions of jealousy, ambition, insecurity, joy, fear, peace, anger, happiness, betrayal, contentment, disappointment, love.
Capacity For Joy
I crossed a birthday last month. Joy is getting harder and harder to know.
Looking For Light
Light. It’s an idea I’ve yet to wrap my head around, a word I’m still to learn to spell right, a reality that I still don’t entirely fathom.
Regrets & Regards
Who has time to regret the past when a lesson can be gleaned for the future? FOMO life doesn’t allow for regrets.
A Garden of Abundance
I like the word ‘abundance’. It signifies so much more than wealth or any other kind of material possession.
A Song Of Silence
What does loneliness sound like? A scream that no one seems to hear. Gasps that don’t make it past the throat. Sentences written in invisible ink. The redacted words on a page. It’s feeling unwanted, unnecessary, irrelevant even. Then you remember. You still exist. The print under the graffiti, the face…
Coming Out Of Vertigo
I’m enjoying the company of books & plants. For the first time these don’t feel like escape from the loneliness between men. It makes my past feel like vertigo.
Surviving the Seventeenth
Soon, it will be 9yrs since I made one of the few impulsive decisions of my life. It is a decision I’ve been punished for over & over.
The Three Mistakes Of My Thirties
On the last day of my thirties, I look back at the three mistakes that marked this decade.
You Don’t Know Me
We’ve spoken. You’ve looked at me and I, at you. You probably thought of me later.